i remember the days we spend

together were not enough

and it used to feel like dreaming

except we always woke up

never thought not having you

here now would hurts so much

tonight i've fallen and i cant get up

i need your loving hands to come pick me up

and every night i miss you

i can just look up

and know the stars are

holding you, holding you, holding you tonight.

<3

i miss your morning breath.

and i miss your hair in my face.

<3

i know my blog is like super dead. no time to blog la.

working now ! super sad shift ! ahve to work on weekends.

ck's b'day coming soon ! cant wait ! she's so gonna be dead DRUNK :)

anyways, gtg go now . have to work la !!!!

and i miss BIGGIIEE !

and i'm freaking superr

FATTTTT! :(

i miss you <3

i hope you're just right infront of me now.

so i can hold you in my arms

you just got home bout 1, driving alone. gave you a ring just to hear your voice.

i'm missing you badly , i dont even know why , i cant even explain this feeling .

what's wrong with me ? things are diff now ! and i know that. we cant be like last time

anymore.

i'll just blame myself for not appreciating you in the past.

till the day when i really lose you is the day i actaully realise that what

i've done wrong.

if there is another chance for me, i swear hun , i really

wanna make things better and right , cause

i really cant afford to lose you anymore.

and i know , you're need right one for me .

it's you ! just you !

it's really good to hear your voice .

:(

hope you're okay .

go see a doc.

and i miss you !

heading to melaka in 10minutes time,

thought of asking you go,

but since you never pick up my calls , reply my msg,

and you're sick, so nvm

take care of yourself

cant stop thinking of you

<3

wtf is your freaking problem !

go to your freaking bed and think !

if you cant , than slap yourself till you realise wtf is wrong !

you'll never change !

and if dont freaking like my friends, than DONT !

and dont say you love su most all , it's fucking bullshit !

you'll freaking never change !

you'll just turn up worst day by day !

i dont even kow why i cant stop loving you ,

some more you treat me like shit !

just cos of POKER CHIPS weih !

if 'm fraking KIAM i also wont let you use my acc to play,

and you finish all my chips !

just cos of fucking 20m !

!@#$%^&*()

oh yeah , I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MONKEY !

* jumps around *

muahahahhahahahh!


REPORTTTTT !
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YAY !


lidiiidaaaa :)





3months and i'm still sober.~



<3